2:14REMINDER 17You did not love too much
2:14REMINDER 19The nights are hard because they are honest
2:14REMINDER 100I still have Allah
The book from the stories
I Still Have Allah
100 reminders to let go of someone who wasn’t written for you
Your mind accepted it months ago. Your heart is still standing in the room.
- 100 reminders, one per page, about ninety seconds each
- Read it tonight on your phone. Instant download
- Every ayah and hadith referenced at the back
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Prefer paper? The paperback is on Amazon →Your mind accepted it months ago.
You know it is over. You have said so, calmly, to everyone who asked. The first few weeks people asked how you were, and then they stopped asking, and you let them stop.
So you carry it privately now. You function. You are good at this. And every so often it arrives in full, usually late, usually when there is nobody to perform for.
Your heart is still standing in the room. This book is for the distance between the two.
A few of the 100
One reminder on each page. These are some of their titles.
Reminder1The weight you carry is not a weakness
Reminder17You did not love too much
Reminder19The nights are hard because they are honest
Reminder33Nothing that was yours has missed you
Reminder66Feeling this much is not weak iman
Reminder100I still have Allah
How you read it
1
Open any page
Page sixty on a Tuesday, page four at three in the morning. There is no order to fall behind on.
2
Read for ninety seconds
One reminder on each page. You read it, and something that was pressing on your chest moves slightly to the left. It is a small promise and it is a true one.
3
Check every source
Every ayah and every hadith is referenced at the back, by reminder number. Check them. I would rather you found a mistake than trusted me.
Who it is for
It does not ask what you lost. A person, a marriage that had a future in it, a parent, a friend of twenty years, a version of your life you had already furnished in your head.
The heart does not sort losses into categories. It only knows that something it was leaning on is gone.
What is inside
- Part OneWhat the heart was holdingWhy it hurts this much when something you leaned on moves.
- Part TwoWhat Allah does not giveWhy He lets you love what He withholds, without ever being cold.
- Part ThreeGrieving without clingingPermission to mourn properly, and the line where mourning turns into holding on.
- Part FourWhat you carryGuilt, shame, the years already spent, and forgiving while keeping the door shut.
- Part FiveWhat staysWhat remains when everything removable has been removed.
Plus: where to open the book on a bad night, the duas carried in its pages, the words explained, and every reference.
Two ways to have it
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I Still Have Allah
The digital edition. On your phone in a minute, the same 100 reminders as the paperback.
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The paperback, from Amazon. For your bedside, or for someone who needs it more than you.
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Made from the same 100 reminders, for the nights you cannot open a book.
Questions
Is it the same book as the paperback?
Yes. The same 100 reminders, page for page, as the paperback on Amazon.
How do I read it?
It is a PDF and opens on any phone, tablet or computer. On iPhone, open it and tap Share, then Books, to keep it with your other books.
When do I get it?
Straight away. Your downloads are on the page right after payment, and the links are emailed to you.
How do the copies to give work?
Each copy to give is its own private link. Send it by WhatsApp, message or email and it opens the book for them. You choose when.
Who wrote it?
N. Karim. Every Quranic idea and every hadith is referenced at the back, so nothing rests on the author’s word.
Is it a religious ruling?
No. It is personal reflection, not a fatwa and not a replacement for a scholar. Where a page touches religious law, it describes a feeling and leaves the ruling to those qualified to give it.
What will my bank statement say?
Payments are handled by Stripe, our payment partner, so your statement and receipt show Link rather than our name.
What if something goes wrong?
Write to hello@heartsatrest.com. If a file does not open or you were charged by mistake, we will put it right.
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