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30 Nights
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رَبِّ إِنِّى لِمَآ أَنزَلْتَ إِلَىَّ مِنْ خَيْرٍ فَقِيرٌWhat to Say
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TonightFar from HimMake wuduTwo rak’ahSay the dua

The book · The journal · The duas · The planner

For when you feel far from Allah

I Still Have Allah

100 reminders to let go of someone who wasn’t written for you

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You still pray. You just don’t feel Him anymore.

  • 100 reminders that He never left, about ninety seconds each
  • A planner for the far nights: tap how you feel, do the card
  • Every ayah and hadith referenced, so nothing rests on our word

Where do you want to start?

All digital · yours the moment you pay

Do the first 7 nights. If it doesn’t help you feel closer to Allah, write to us and we’ll refund you. No forms, no questions.

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You didn’t lose your faith. You lost the feeling.

You still pray. Most days. You say the words, you stand up, you go back to your phone. Somewhere along the way it stopped feeling like talking to Someone.

Maybe it started with a loss. A person, a marriage, a plan. Maybe it was a sin you can’t forgive yourself for. Maybe nothing happened at all, and that’s the strangest part.

That distance isn’t a closed door. It’s a door you haven’t walked back through yet. This is the walk back.

A few of the 100

One reminder on each page. These are some of their titles.

Reminder1The weight you carry is not a weakness
Reminder17You did not love too much
Reminder19The nights are hard because they are honest
Reminder33Nothing that was yours has missed you
Reminder66Feeling this much is not weak iman
Reminder100I still have Allah

How it works

1

Tonight, tap how you feel

Far. Guilty. Afraid. Numb. The planner gives you a ten-minute card: what to do, what to say to Him, one line to hold on to.

2

One night at a time

One verse, one small step, one honest line. Thirty nights. No streak to break, no order to fall behind on. Small things, every night. That’s the whole method.

3

Check every source

Every ayah and every hadith is referenced at the back, by reminder number. Check them. I would rather you found a mistake than trusted me.

Who it is for

For anyone who still believes, and still feels far. After a loss, after a sin, after a long season of going through the motions.

It doesn’t ask what happened. It only knows you used to feel Him close, and you want that back.

What is inside

  1. Part OneWhat the heart was holdingWhy it hurts this much when something you leaned on moves.
  2. Part TwoWhat Allah does not giveWhy He lets you love what He withholds, without ever being cold.
  3. Part ThreeGrieving without clingingPermission to mourn properly, and the line where mourning turns into holding on.
  4. Part FourWhat you carryGuilt, shame, the years already spent, and forgiving while keeping the door shut.
  5. Part FiveWhat staysWhat remains when everything removable has been removed.

Plus: where to open the book on a bad night, the duas carried in its pages, the words explained, and every reference.

Two ways to have it

Read it tonight

I Still Have Allah

The digital edition. On your phone in a minute, the same 100 reminders as the paperback.

Where do you want to start?

All digital · yours the moment you pay

Do the first 7 nights. If it doesn’t help you feel closer to Allah, write to us and we’ll refund you. No forms, no questions.

  • Read it tonight, on your phone
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  • A real person answers if anything goes wrong

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The book reminds you He never left. The journal, the duas and the planner walk you back to Him, one night at a time.

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Questions

Is it the same book as the paperback?

Yes. The same 100 reminders, page for page, as the paperback on Amazon.

How do I read it?

It is a PDF and opens on any phone, tablet or computer. On iPhone, open it and tap Share, then Books, to keep it with your other books.

When do I get it?

Straight away. Your downloads are on the page right after payment, and the links are emailed to you.

Is this a course?

No. Nothing to watch, nothing to keep up with, nobody telling you you’re a bad Muslim. A book, a journal, the duas and a planner you open when you need them. One small thing a night.

How do I use the planner?

Open it in Files, Adobe or GoodNotes, not Apple Books. Tap the tabs on the side to move around, tick the boxes, type on the lines. Or print it.

What if it doesn’t help?

Do the first 7 nights. If it doesn’t help you feel closer to Allah, write to hello@heartsatrest.com and we’ll refund you. No forms, no questions.

Who wrote it?

N. Karim. Every Quranic idea and every hadith is referenced at the back, so nothing rests on the author’s word.

Is it a religious ruling?

No. It is personal reflection, not a fatwa and not a replacement for a scholar. Where a page touches religious law, it describes a feeling and leaves the ruling to those qualified to give it.

What will my bank statement say?

Payments are handled by Stripe, our payment partner, so your statement and receipt show Link rather than our name.

What if something goes wrong?

Write to hello@heartsatrest.com. If a file does not open or you were charged by mistake, we will put it right.

He didn’t go anywhere. Start tonight.

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